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Another loser (Nicolas)

Evening in Yellow, a bar owned by one of many Mafia son the "patriarch" Engelmayer, I stroll a glass in hand to see if there is not the world I know ... From knowledge to knowledge, nothing decisive. Suddenly, I came across a ghost, not seen in a long time since high school, actually - Nicolas, who holds in one hand and a goblet of red in the other that of a young girl smiling .

Nicolas, 16, not very gifted student in a class mostly brilliant son of a high school teacher - rather small, a year early, often uncomfortable with friends who like him without really looking to understand.

Pretty little couple, they are smiling like lovebirds cartoon. I make him sign, it does not recognize me now (my long hair from school, turned into plastic-locks, and a few kilo less), and that's just if I do not fall into the arms ...
Must say that was very close to the time of weltschmertz disoriented, nightlife, stencil-on-the-walls-of-school, listening to tapes of intensive Stooges / Blue Oyster Cult / Virgin Prunes, we ' is even found to record some stuff so we improvised play did not know anything ... With and an old magneto-related Bontempi, something to pass Costes for a funny (in my memory anyway, but there is no trace, I can say what I want).

Nicolas, 17, alcohol / Teusch on the increase, tend to behave more nawak-stylee watered in the evenings, unhappiness. Runs like a glove with cold-waveux Reubeu make acquaintance in the dope. Gradually, insults all his friends without a pretext understandable, does more T-shirts with short sleeves.

I asked if Samir review, I said no, Samir has had to steer after stories with guys, you-see-it kind. Samir bin Mohammed, who put the Death In june thoroughly to piss off his neighbors, where Klaus Barbie, where Klaus Barbie, I will always remember the heads of students who landed with him and that he did discover it, " I swear, it's an Arab Nazi, "and when he brought the German Neubauten under the pretext that it was pure poetry, never managed to remember what song it was exactly, but it would Syncope been renamed to headquarters ...

Nicolas 18, does not touch with other misfits, and resembles increasingly physically and morally, to Helno of green Negresses.

We discuss things and others, it tells me two or three things that confirm the feedback I had the tom-tom areas (train, Croatia ...), while continuing arms over- in arm with which everything seems to be his girlfriend ... it is a pleasure to see him with somebody, damn it feels pleasure ...

Nicolas, 21, succeeds in being hit by a train while walking, while foncedé along a railway track. The driver was able to slow down, only six months in hospital. After a pitiful attempt to return to study, voluntary enlistment in the military, peacekeeper in Croatia. Why does he have taken? On the way, it is an unstable depressed, vaguely hérotox, much alcohol - in return is a wreck ..

After a while he realizes that he has not made me, laughed (a little nervously, he laughs Mouse cartoon) turns to her and said, showing it closed with his hand on the cup red-
About, Vincent, p'tain'm too rude, j'te presents ...

White.
White.
White. Smiling

chipped drowning in a half-laugh cut short.

- Uh ... Too bad, then you'll laugh ... You make me remember what's your name ...
And he laughed as if nothing had happened, looking as if it were normal, a laugh that abuts against a face suddenly became cold and gradually returns to a

(awkward silence) Total Plan

loose. Not seen since
Nicolas. But frankly, I prefer, although it's sad.